Contemplation written 8th February, 2011 by Jokpeme Joseph Omode

July 6, 2012 9:36 am

Contemplation written 8th February, 2011 by Jokpeme Joseph Omode
Sometimes I feel sorry for what I intend to do.
But I feel I must do it.
It hurts me after consideration
And after realization of what may happen
But I still feel I must do it.
Oh! Will this decision take me to ruin?
Or will it take me to happiness and comfort?
So many crowd of thoughts engulf my mind
That sometimes I am helpless.
Who will help me out
If my thoughts and plans fall through?
Who will lift me up when I fall?
Who will be there for me?
Who will I run to when the mountain is on fire?
For I was on my own
Living my normal life like every other person.
Though I have needs but I was happy and ok.
Suddenly when this came,
I became troubled and anxious
Without knowing the way forward
And the way out.
This is a matter that will affect my future
And if I make any mistake,
I will regret ever doing what I did.
Oh God! Help me!
I don’t want to be like the prodigal son
Who later came crying for mercy,
But one who will be glad
Making the right decision.
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